wah.. long time no post liao

it has been a while.. so many things have happen...but this will be a super short entry..

the good news is though i kana sup paper but i have pass.. went and re-visit my papers and i realise that i din answer all the question.. wat was i thinking then.. it really puzzled me. anyway.. i have officially graduated.. thats wat really matter!!

Been to sydney for a trip and i love it... meeting wonderful ppl in sydney just makes the trip more complete.. thanks guys!!!!!

i am back from perth to the tropical island.. the place is still the same here just that i am different.. i change so much but i believe it is for the better and also shows that i have mature..

just heard that wen has been attacked.. this poor gal.. but thanks god that everything is okie..

and... today is my birthday!!! may all my dreams come true..!! and i really long to go for a drink... anyone?????????? haha

birthday gal
DazednConfused

F**King Hell!!

Just recieved notice that i have to take supplementary paper for OB!!! WTF!!! Argh.... I have never, throughout my whole course of study to take supplementary paper... and now this. I feel so bloody stupid... I am so angry about myself.. why this has to happen. What am I to tell to my parents leh.. I study full time kana sup study part time never kana it before.. wat is wrong with me.

And to top my misery...Sean came back and ask in an interrogating tone why is Libby and KW sleeping downstair.. How the hell am i supposed to know??? I know they are here.. but i dun know wat they are doing downstairs. I thought they are doing something downstairs cause i heard noise. How am i supposed to know that they are sleeping on the crouch when then can come to the room and sleep on the bed. So trying to say this is my fault lah... And I hate that tone there he use on me.. What have i done wrongly leh. I am just staying in my room. And they are adults, if they wanna come up they should. Do i have to send them invitation to ask them to come up to the room? I dun think i need to do that cause i dun want to and i see the need to.

And the last part of my misery, Libby and KW is coming to sleep in the room. It is not that we dun welcome them just that we forsee the potential inconvinence that we will bring to them. Cos me and Wen both wake up early, so we will defintely disturb their sleep. I dun mind if we dun have to work but sorry lor... both of us need to work so we need our sleep.

I am done with my grumbling.. and i am still fuming.. over my stupidity and the tone that Sean uses. I dun think i will get over it too soon.. gib me a couple of days ba... i need to find peace with myself so that i can find peace with that bloody idiot.

Fuming over own stupidity,
DazednConfused

Move House!!

I have move my house... Ofiicially leave in to Como.. the AJ place. Dunno know whether this is a good choice or not.. but let time be the witness to all this.

The major event that happen yesterday, beside me moving is Kahwah is here. The "legend" is here(finally). haha. He is the legend as Libby has been waiting for him for sooooo long.. and i dun think there is any written expression that can explain her feelings.. anyway, I am glad to see him as well and hope that they will be together for good.. cos he is a good guy and i truly think that is worth the effort to maintain a relationship with. (only know how to talk about others)

Recently, we(the gals) seems to have major disagreement with Eason and his way of handling things. Just like yesterday, where we were to have dinner with KW cause he is here, and Uncle insisted in going to steamboat buffet where it turn out that no one has wanted to go.. he is the only one insisting in going to the buffet. and before we could have any say about the issue, he write it all off by saying that he has already book the place and ask us in a tone that there is no other place on earth to have a dinner. Then, we were planning this trip to Freo that includes Freo night prison and a short trip around freo. And we thought that it is a good idea cause Kahwah would be able to take a look at Freo. But he again dismiss the idea. But as the gals wanted to go so finally we managed to inisist our way and thanks to huiwen who talk is out to him.. and he agree. Something might be wrong with him recently, cos he has been acting like the most important person and that his decision is absolutely correct. Dunno how is his relationship with his David. But he seems to be okie cos he is going out to meet his David now.. hehe

Another good news, is that Huiwen also found herself a David. All of a sudden all the David seems to be crowding to this group of us.. Which i dun think is a good idea cos we will have a problem identifying David.. Hehe

Friday nite, me and libby went out clubbing at Mustang Bar. We really need to go to some straight bar cause that is the time that We feel that we are still of some attractiveness. At court, we are like dirt, as no one will be looking at us. As they are all gay..!!! Went to Court last nite(again), and then met this Thailand gay that is super cute.. I haven quite gotten over his cuteness as yet. And i must say that he is not cute in term of look but cute in terms of action. He has so much action that i does have fun hanging out with him.

K.. enough of my report.. I will be back but time for me to go and do makeup for Sean Ma.
Loved
DazednConfused

Selfish child?

Was watching Desperate Housewife to get me out of my misery, and something that the priest say to Gabriel appeal to me more than ever, am I just a selfish child that is whining for more attention? I don't really know the answer. Here I am writing my blog after i been out with my pals. Till date(and to the near future), I will always tell the people in my world that being in Perth and knowing them are the best things that could have happen to me. I will always stand by this statement. Even though I am somewhat dissapointed. I know this entry may not make any sense to anyone.. but i am just trying to get it out of my chest and hopefully out of my mind. Cos i know that if this thing stay, I couldn't go back to who I was and how I spend my time with them. And at the end of it, perhaps someone can tell me whether am I the selfish child?

I was very much hurt by the incident that when I was ill then went to KTV without me. As I yearn to go there since Monday after my exam but uncle rejected flatly cause wen haven finish hers. Accepted that as a result, cos Ohana means family, it means nobody get left behind. But on Thursday, they went without me, i felt so deserted. Am i wrong to be ill, what have i done wrong? It is because I studied too much and din join them for dinner, thats why they are angry with me?? Perhaps someone who know the reason can enlighten me.. Anyway, I was sad, really sad and disappointed. So when they came to visit me that very nite, i din know how to react and i did wat i normally would, kinda of ignore them. And i think they sense it, so they decided to go back. Felt bad about it, so i told myself that "hey, it is just a ktv session, you can go yourself, dun be like a kid" thus, the courage to ask wen how the ktv session goes. Though, i was draggin my feet while doing that task. It hurts and i think it shows but thanks god for technology, no one will know.

Then, a crazy idea appear in my mind. I was thinking perhaps if i were to leave the same week as uncle, then we would not have to have a painful departure and i think all will be happier. Cos i dun know wat had happen between us but i know it definitely hurt the relationship that we enjoy. How i love the times when we were at MR. Or am i wrong to join them for dinner?? I don't know.. truely. I still might pull the stunt cos i am still relunctant to move in with them. Cos if i move in with them, i can't pull the stunt anymore.

I think what makes this whole thing worse is that i am still homeless after the 5 july. I got no place to move to.. this really breaks me.. I din know that finding a place is so difficult and humiliating.. how many times have i cried over this i have already lost count. but i am not going to admit that i have lost, cos no one like to be associated with a loser.. me neither. I will strive on to find a place to stay cos i really believe that i will wan some space.. maybe i am really a selfish child??

After ranting like an super irritating ah soh, I will send my wishes to Core, who will be leaving for the airport later at 5 to fly back to malaysia for holiday and Elaine who is going back for holiday as well. Hopefully i will see u guy and gal after your holiday. Bon Voyage!!!

Feeling better... and no more crying over petty stuff...
DazednConfused

Sobbing

I am sick and i am feeling miserable. Having headache, cold, cough and fever.
And I am alone.

Grieving

I am grieving cause i broke my MD player. It had a fall yesterday and now it can't play. *crying* I am grieving..grieving. And the problem here is that there is no place i can bring it to for repair here cause Sharp doesn't sell MD here. I will have to wait till i am back home. I suddenly want to fly back straight after exam cause i want to fix my MD.

My MD.. with lots of memories.. It accompany from Singapore to Japan to Malaysia to Thailand(did it) and now Australia. The most well travel gadgets of mine. I don't want to lose the memories. Till today, i finally realise that i have this MD player for almost 5 years and I want it to be with me for at least another 5 years.

Till i get back to Singapore, I will live with grieve and anger.. why the hell did i drop it on the floor??

Back to study.. got to concentrate, but without my md.. a bit difficult. I will try.. thats the least i could do for my MD..

Missing and Loving you..
DazednConfused

Oops....

Your Linguistic Profile:

50% General American English

35% Yankee

10% Dixie

5% Upper Midwestern

0% Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

here i go again...

Your #1 Love Type: ENTP

The Visionary In love, you are always trying to improve and grow your relationship.For you, sex should be a spontaneous adventure. Overall, you are magnetic, inspiring, and a charmer.However, you tend to get bored and want to change partners frequently. Best matches: INFJ and INTJ

Your #2 Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate. Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad. Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

What's" Your Love Type?

another one.. before my hair dries so that i can go to bed!!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

can see that i am really bored from studying!!!

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you.

With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's" the True You?

Just saw this on SPUG and i think the idea is Fantastic..

1st July 2005 - A BLACK DAY FOR COMMUTERS

We urge all S'poreans to wear Black on 1 July to register their displeasure at the public transport fare hike, and also ERP charges. We wear Black because mere words cannot express our disappointment. We have become speechless at this administration which time and again choose to ignore public feedback. We want to make our silence visible.

I like the idea.. so i am helping to spread the word.. i know some may ask.. for wat??does it help? I know that nothing will be change but at least let the world know that we are not happy about it.. and it doesn't hurt wearing black for a day, does it?

Help to spread the words around...

DazednConfused

monthly update..

haha... i just realise that i have neglected this blog.. and i think it is time to give it its due respect.. this month kind of flew by and it is already june.. 2 months to the day i am to leave down under and fly back to the tropical island.. with my expanded collection of winter clothings.

The first and most rejoiceful thing is that i gotten a job and that i am earning some money while i am here and it also mean that i can buy some clothes for myself..which is good as the clothes here are cheap esp when they are on sale..

And for the first time, i went and helpout for Vesak day celebration.. and i must confess that it is fun.. just make u feel so alive and that you are doing something good.. but lets not talk about what happen the nite before the celebration lah..*shhh..secret*

Then for the second time of the month, i volunteer to helpout at Roleystone.. Roleystone is a high school at Roleystone that comes to Curtin to visit once every year and we, from the CBS Plus, will organise games and some extra stuff for them while they are here.. so i went to help out and mind you..they are really a bunch of kids.. they were competing who roll down the faster from the small hill outside the Aboriginal Studies building.. and i was like.. 'wats wrong with them'

Went for river cruise later that week.. and it is super crappy.. over 200 ppl cramp in a super small vessel that i was told it could only accomodate 100 max.. so much for safety. But the worst is that the cruise seems like a social competition event for the guys.. and there seems to be an invisible rule hangin over the clouds that each have to bring a gal home for the night. so since that is the rule of the thumb, almost everyone does that.. if not they tried. After that, we went done to Northbridge to continue and met this very cute guy that speak super fluent Japanese. Though i can pick up his japanese.. he is just going over the board.. and kinda irritating.. but we let him since he is cute..haha.

On Sat (21/05), we have dinner with Ray.. for his farewell as he is moving to Sydney, for the better. We all know that but still sad that he is leaving.. just when i started to know him.. and his cute cute face.. went clubbing after that as usual at the usual hunt.. frankly, i din think i will miss him but i am wrong..

The following week past by with the rush of the birth of TM second assignment.. working with someone that is super irritating make it worst. But i survived. The worst was when TM presentation is to be due on the 2 june and she din finish it till that very day.. and i was the one that did literally the whole presentation and she still got the cheek to say that i am in the wrong.. but wat has pass has pass so i am not going to be bothered about it..

Forgot to mention that we also went to celebrate Ivan's birthday at Como.. Carl 'bake' a cake for him, we make muffin and the rest contributed by Kit, Sean and i think Core. Jason was there as well.. after makan-ing, we went over to the jetty and started talking ghost stories.. the night past by quickly and we set off for home when all is freezing and we can't stomach anymore ghost stories.

Just yesterday, went to send Ray off at the airport.. Sean, Kit, Jason, Core, Eason and Me is there to send him.. Sean cried as he is close to Ray.. Me and Eason was fine (initially) but we cried as well on the way out.. cos we just realise that the next one to send off will be me.. and i just can't bear to leave these fantastic friends.. But something that i come across my mind is that.. I know that we will meet again... and you will never lost a good friend.. u just see them lesser.. but friend will always be friend.. and these bunch of uni friends is what that make the life here so enjoyable and though it is only 4 months.. i feel like we have known each other for more than that.. where else can i find someone that enjoy the same things as me...we know each other taste and look... and the style that each of us protray.. When shopping, we will be able to identify that this is 'so libby' or that is 'so huiwen' or 'so eason' or 'so natalie'.

I WILL MISS YA!!!!

DazednConfused

i just dun keep my promise, do i?

Your #1 Match: ESTP

The Doer You are adventurous and risk taking. You act first, think second.You love being the center of attention. Chances are you were the class clown.Competitive, charming, and charasmatic - you have your own code of honor.You live a flexible life, bouncing between a series of activies that interest you. You would make a great salesperson, marketing director, or entrepreneur.

Your #2 Match: ISTP

The Mechanic You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations.A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent.To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable.You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people. You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete.

What's" Your Personality Type?

Last one..

You Are 45% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

Another Quiz.. taken from Cato's Blog

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Quiz!!

Your Birthdate: August 10

Your birth on the 10th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life. The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated. A birthday on the 10th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Oops.. Forgot..

Forgot to mention that i still have not read cato blog as promise.(gal dun kill me.. i will write u the summary k.. haha.. *muack* to make up for me not reading..) and this friend of mine gotten himself a blog.. so if u are reading.... harlow where is your addy... i want it... but i bet you have not written anything nor have change your blogskin.. haha... maybe i will change my blogskin after i am done with my essay...

Ciao..
DazednConfused

What a week....

I have been good this week. finished all my work as according to plan. did my tut prac on tues when the tut is on thurs... *pat on the back* another great breakthrough.. dunno its me or him.. i could finally*phew* communicate with Bruce aka Bruise, my Oz flatmate that i believe is from Geraldton. Got myself a job and i just started out doing it today.. not a bad place and it is easy to learn since i work in a cafe before.. just that the amount of bread is driving me crazy... nm.. i will survived.. correct!! The only bad thing i did this week( so far) is that i brought a set of brush from cats cosmetics.. but... pls dun blame me.. it is on the monthly meow and i just cannot resist it.. and fusionx(thanks god theres her), she organise a spree for it.. oh.. and did i mention that i accidentally step into music @curtin concert and i was blown away.. they are students from the indonesian community here.. and they are so good..if i find a way to upload those videos i will...

now i just need to start on my ob essay cause i will be working my arse off on monday.. thus getting it out of the way it the best option i have now..

The weather is getting so cold here that the other nite while out at Waterford, when we talk there is 'smoke'(i dun know wat that called properly)... So cool rite.. okie a bit over but i come from a tropical island.. so that amused/amazed me.... haha...

Good gal..
DazednConfused with the OB essay

I'll Survived!!

I am back.. finally recovered from a series of things that happened in my life..And i am really happy to be able to know all of you guys.. Though the weekend that have just passed is the worst one in my life.. it is also one of the best week that i have for the time i have been in Oz.

Last wednesday, Kit came over to celebrate his birthday.. so we finally get to meet most of uncle friends and all of us hit it right off.. so we decided to go clubbing together on sat as we will be renting a car for the weekend. So here we are all hype up about going out clubbing..(a bit extreme i know but we are all trying out the clothings and thinking of what to wear...gals *rolling eyes*) Everything went fine or i would say high...till we realised that our car's window was smashed.. darn... luckily no one was hurted except (who else) our wallet. As of SOP, we went to the nearest police station to report about the incident.. and the damn police man.. seems to be having an interview.. okie fine.. after the 'interview' that policeman dun even bother to go and take a look.. or a glance.. or a peek.. no... not at all!! This kind of policeman i am capable to be one as well...*chey*

As everything happened so damn fast.. we were all like walking zombie on Sunday.. so on Sunday nite.. we decided the best thing to do.. is to go out.. As we got no place to go.. we went over to Kit's place...And the rest is history... All i know is i become a better person and that i have 4 more friends.. Thanks goodness for them.. Esp. Sean.. for the bed, the short, the cleaning job and talking to me.. Thanks so much..

Fast forward to today... i am supposed to be out and about in the city.. but something just doesn't goes rite.. i decided to talk a walk around KV. Din walk far till i decided settle myself at the stadium.. staring at it.. all the past images came back.. wat we did that nite.. yesterday.. and my life... I came to a conclusion.. I will enjoy these 2 months that i have left with these friends of mine.. I know that after i went back to singapore, we will definitely drift apart... so... lets just enjoy the time i have here.. another thing.. i was thinking that i dun wanna work.. on second thought if all of us are going i will... depends..

Something i must say is that I LOVE ALL OF U GUYS( Eason, Huiwen, Libby, Sean, Kit and the KV gang..)

Back in Action,
DazednConfused

Bored

I have finished my part of the Tourism Project but there is still some editing left undone.. Anyway, I will have to wait till Amy(my group mate) send me her part then i can start my work on the whole project. So hopefully she will send it to my by tonight.. then i can work on the compliation and then the whole thing will be done on wednesday.. how good can that get rite..

was having dinner today with our usual gang.. but got a VIP.. so because of VIP every one is so nervous till eason cut his finger.. and we all got jitters before VIP came.. we even clean the table so that everything look prime and proper.. just to keep VIP comfortable and not faint from the sight of it..But everything was good.. And I can see that VIP really cares for X.. so much so that why there isn't someone that likes like VIP happens to me.. *full of envy*

Have just watched The Wedding Date with Aseel( my flatmate) in her rooms with chips(i know that is so unhealthy esp. after i had a dinner that is sooo super full). The movie is nice and entertaining. I will find one day and take photos with all my flatmates cos i will miss them(except one cos she doesn't make a difference) when i am back in Singapore...

How i wish i could stay here for another year, but even if i could, i won't be in Perth, I will have to shift to Sydney as the course that i wanted to take it there. So whether I will be in Australia anot will not make a difference.

Definitely going to miss u gals and guys...

Abit on the emotional side,
DazednConfused

FInally..

Agrh.. i have typed my entry and it vanish in thin air.. and i got to retype it again.

I simply like the feeling of having ideas just sprout out of nowhere at the strangest time. Now i have the complete idea of how to write my Tourism report which i have been dwelling on for the past week. So, i am really happy that i gotten the idea and that i will be able to finish it by tonight. The downside, no sleep for me tonight. haha

Another thing to rejoice about it that i am now officially with CBS plus mgmt team. I will begin my duties next week so i will be in the uni for 4 hours more and that makes my contact hours a week to be 10 haha... Was having an interview with Liz from CBS plus today, and she mention about a BCG Strategy competition that we will be hosting. I hope that i could be in the group that organises it cause it will look good on my resume and that i have the experiences of doing some events mgmt. Which is one of my interest as well.

Just came back shopping with my KV butt-ies.. haha... from the city. but since i have spent too much this week i only got the pleasure to see them going on their shopping spree.. *sob* but wat to do.. most of my nessecities supplies have been depeleted so i started buying my shampoo, conditioner, moisturiser, body scrub, curl definer and facial scrub. Why i need so many products is still a mystery that i dun wish to explore. haha

Time to do my budget again,
DazednConfused

My goodness!!!

What have i done... now everyone tot that i am a drunkard.. which i am not.. so please stop asking me not to drink. I can swear that i really din drink too much..

Anyway, the happy thing today is i went shopping.. and bought some shirts for my brother and bf.. they are so nice.. the moment i am back i ask some one to model it for me. And i think that bro and Bf are both M size. I need to get somemore of the tops now cos everywhere is having sale due to the changing of season and the summer clothings are dirt cheap now. Oh.. did i mention that the shirt that i bought are only $10 each.. cheap rite...

Also went and try out a new purfume... DKNY delicious(i think so) and it smells like apple.. so darn nice... think will buy it at duty free at the airport.

Think i will only do my laundry on monday cause accordin to the weather forcast it will be a bright sunny day.. so my clothes will dry and smell nice...*yummy*

Back to my Branding with Icons...

Absolutely Sober,
DazednConfused

Been thinking

since the day i decided to leave for Australia. When i am first here, i tot i have realise that i still love u but as the days goes by, i am not sure about it now. I am losing my faith... I always know that you are not the one that i wanted but the good qualities that u have is something that all gals when appreciate. I know that I am not the on that you wanted but u tolerated me. Even friends have realise that i am having problem with you.. and these are people that barely know me for more than 2 months. They could sense it, what about you? Are the 2 of us avoiding the problem when what we should be doing is confronting it. I really dun know the answer. So much things happen these few days that make me think... whenever i am talking to heng, i feel like i am him and you are his gf. He make me reflect on myself. I am gathering all my courage to tell you about the truth.. to discuss about where can we go from here. I so hope that you will know and ask me about it. But then again, even if you ask, i might lost the courage to tell you the truth. Maybe, I am just being difficult.. i simply dun know.. I will still be searching for the answer.. meanwhile all i can do it pray that the answer will come to me fast and that it is a good one that i will not regret.

Confusing,
DazednConfused

Its been a while..

since i last posted and i got so much to say..

First, I met this 3 people and we are having so much fun together. We really clicked and in everyway. So now, we are the 4 siao siao gang.. haha..
I have been living the Aussie life here.. so i can say that i am perfectly fitted into this environment. Esp the part on drinking. Before the week break I have been drinking on Wed(student nite) and Fri(Northbridge) and having so much fun with who else, the usual 4.

Been on a trip to Margaret River just over the Easter Break. A good trip i would say cause it makes people who are my friends clearer as friends and those not not. 10 of us went on this trip. Thats make it 2 cars. My cars include the standard 4 and 1 other gal. Before even beginning the trip, the gal have been telling my guy friend that she doesn't want to be in the same car with us cause we will speak chinese and that she doesn't understand(cos she is from Korea). So this guy friend, who is a super duper good guy, tell us to use English in the car. And WE DID. But what did we get in return for doing this favour. A complaint that we DID NOT speak English. Okie fine. So after that we decided that begin nice does not reap good return, so we ignore the gal and speak chinese. Then there is another gal, she is even worse. Throughout the whole journey, her face is as black as charcoal. Frankly, it does not bother me at all but I just dun understand why she cannot be happier esp. when she is on a trip with her bf. *wondering* Now comes the main point, I REALLY PITY THE BF. The gal just treat him like a maid. He is supposed to carry everything for her and then have to treat her like a Queen. My goddness, i think only that guy can take it.

Side track abit, I did a very nasty thing that nite when they quarrel over at Margaret River. I went and whisper to the guy's ear and tell him," I hope by the end of this trip u will say bye bye to her." haha.. and the main thing is that she is nearby and i dun think i really whisper. Who cares..she sucks..

Okie.. but to the trip.. the happy part.
We brought a carton (thats 24 bottles of beer) over at MR and finish it in 2 days. We also brought a case of wine(thats 12 bottles) from Ryan's family winery. And i got to say that the wine is dirt cheap here. My goddness...

Oh... a bit of scandal here. Before the trip, heng, my flatmate have been mentioning that there is this gal, lilly, that is cute. And one nite(during the trip), they have some soul exchange and he fallen for her even more. But one thing i got to tell heng is that, love is a game for 2 not 3 nor 4. So, settle the current issue you have on hand before moving on to her. This is just so unfair to your gf and to lilly. Lilly does not have to bear the responsibilities and the blame of being a third party in the relationship when you are the one that sway.

Will post up some pics of the trip soon...
And.. it is soooo bloody cold today.. I think autumn is coming.. happy and sad cause i know i got to go back to face my problem soon.

Fond memories,
DazednConfused

2 weeks have passed...

and i am stress out. i suddenly felt so insecure that i am not sure whether this is a right choice. especially the module that i am doing. i could have done a simpler one but i chose this. am i out of my mind.. or i am okie.. i dun know... i really dun.

i had a really fun night yesterday that make me really miss my dear so much.. i dun know where or what happen.. everything just started to pour in. i think i am stress about my project which i am totally clueless about..

i am not use to being so unsure and i am blur about everything. i dun know what to say about the toursim spots in perth.

dazednconfused as ever...

My Lunch n Dinner of the Day

Haven been cooking for the last few days.. just too busy and is always out..

Since i am quite free today, decided to cook and here are the dishes for the day.



Cabbage and Carrot.. the colour looks nice but the taste okie only..haha..cause i any how cook..



Meat with onion in Oyster sauce.. This is nice... very very nice.. haha..



An egg...Nice rite.. i can cook egg quite well..thats the only thing i am good at.

K.. that's all for today.. got to start my reading now.. tomolo is a long day..

Reporting from WA,
DazednConfused

My New Home...

Haven been bloggin for a while.. been so busy with all the outings and hanging out with my new gang of 'siao siao' friends..

Some photos about my life here...



The lounge of my new pathetically small place.. but is nice and cozy rite..haha..



The kitchen were we cook all our meals..


One is my dorm mates one is my friend and both of them are struggling to cook a decent meal... obviously is a tough job yah..

After being bored for a while, went out to Perth City for a see see look look


London Court at Night.. It really resembles the settings that come straight out of Harry Potter.


Took this at Kings Park.. Look at all the buildings.. so nice rite.. and it does remind ppl of HK and Singapore..haha

k... will post my lunch later when i am done makaning...

Hungry,
DazednConfused

think i post before...haha

Greetings from Down Under

I am finally here.. after much anticipation.

Happy Belated V-day to all that left me a taggy. I am sooo sorry that I am unable to wish you gals.

Okie something about perth. It is such a boring place.. I am so bored here and almost to death that type okie. But the weather is good so I got to give and take lor. Everything is pretty much settle, gotten myself a hp no, international calling card and a local public phone card. The cool thing about here is they charge 40cents per call..okie i know i am a cheapskate.. but wat to do.. the things are ex here. another thing that i saw that is near my house, is that there is a drivethrough for beer... so cool rite.. but me and my dorm mates, we walk through yesterday nite to get beer..haha..thats what boredom will do to people...

and is so boring here if u does not have a car.. any kind soul that read this and is in perth that has a car, when u go out can ask me along.. i am so boring and today is a sunday..

bored sunday afternoon,
dazednconfused

Finally!!!

I am finally done with cleaning of my room.. spend the whole day today to tidy up. And i am almost done with my packing!!yipee!! Now i am all set for CNY and is already in the mood for it now. Will be going for some last minute shopping tomolo cause think can get discount from Espirit but the downside is need to go with my cousins cause they know the people not me.(so i have to squeeze with the after-work crowd)

Something to rejoice is I gotten my Cat's Kabuki brush from podder Wonderkid. After that Wonderkid, FusionX and me went shopping together after meeting for the first time.. But i gotten good tips from them both. And also lemmings... *argh* I want Anna Sui blusher and Talika Eye Treatment Gel. Oh and also not to forget the Cat's Mini Brush.. they are just sooo cute..

K..before i forgot, the facial that i went to. She is good man. And hor, she decorated her place(she converted a room to treatment room) similiar to LD. Nice nice. She also got machine and i feel that it is similiar to that of LD. Last but not least her massage skill is so comfty. I fall asleep leh...(almost)
Overall gives her the thumbs up and she never push any products though she sells dermalogical pdts as well. Will be going for another facial on the 15 if she is back from Malaysia. (feel so bad cos actually her CNY holiday is till 19 but knowing i leaving on the 16 and would like to go back for another facial she say she will entertain me lor..)

Okie.. think i will MIA from my blog for a long long time... as i will be going to Malaysia for the CNY holidays and only get back on 12/13 then will be off to Oz liao.. Think I will blog when i am there and have settled down..

In advance.. HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL!! & HAPPY V-DAY!!

Love ya,
DazednConfused

I feel like i am shifting house...

I am in the midst of packing. Have to start packing liao for my Oz trip as next week is CNY and I will be back in Malaysia till 2-3 days before I fly off. Wah seh, never know i got soooooo many things leh.. I have also start to throw things liao..(haha, so its time to buy new one)

I will be going for my facial later at 4p. The one that I posted in SL about the lady that did facial using derma products at home one. I am crossing my fingers that she is good leh.. cos she is so near my house.(but then again, i will MIA for at least 6 months)

K..back to my endless packing.

Clearing out my closet,
dazednconfused

All da Best, Tec

today is da day that tec move to the next chapter of his life... would like to wish him all da best and dun be tekan by China man china man..shooting noodles and throwing fortune cookies...*wink*

okie..serious now.
tec, really nice to know you.. though i really hated you initially...i still remember you keep asking me how my name is spelt and i gotten so pissed.. and you just delete my name from the shift report.. i was like WTF.. haha..

but beening in the same shift with you does wonder to help change my opinions of you. You are just a real straight guy(not just sexual orientation also in term of speech). Hardly hide your emotion... all is in the face. oh..who can forgot that u brought about the trend to wear rolex to work..

something i borrow from your "friend" blinded by yellow light:
so nice to know you.. but when i know you you going to left liao.. so pity...

ciao...

comtemplating to post tec pic here...
dazenconfused

sianz...

at work now.. actually am here for OT.. but i have already finish all that i am suppose to do.. so here i am writing blog.

Someone from my workplace show me this live recording of Comedy Now that features Russell Peters. This guy is one hell of funny man... haha... He is an Indian Canadian so he now how to change his accent from American to Indian.. He also know how to imitate the African and English Speaking Hongkonger. He is real good man.haha

Digress again, was showin the video to this guy friend of mine.. and he knew all the words and terms use in the video.. I am so amazed by that.. suddenly it dawn on me that this guy friend of mine might be the dream guy that I always picture in my mind..(haha..dun get me wrong here..dream still dream..the beauty of love is the ability to work on each other flaws and improve from there) This guy friend is intelligent or well learned, tall, well learned, one hell of joker, he is not Singaporean..(think i really got something against Singapore Guy..Even my SO is not Singaporean)

And..the sianest thing today is that I sort of feel that my perm is straighter now leh.. The hairstylist did tell me that as I perm and dye the same day, the curl may not be that lasting.. but I don't think that it will be this fast.. it is only 1 week..for goodness sake. I think I better give the stylist a call and perhaps drop by to let him evaluate the curls..

Thursday will be my last day at work.. Abit of mix feelings now.. Part miss this place and part elated that i will be going to Oz.. But since the decision is made no use pondering only at this moment ya..

Tomolo will be a brighter day,
DazenConfused

alMost DrUnk

just came back from a farewell dinner with my collegues at HP at Bobby Rubino(not sure the spelling)..quite fun.. we are making fun of the golden couple..

the nite is fun.. i finally get to drink my kilkenny... and i am almost drunk thanks to that.. the erdinger is okie.. dun really like it and there is too much foam.. took me a while to get to drink the beer... took loads of pictures.. all sort of positions came out at the end of the nite...(cause all drunk) i upload some later.. when i am more sober..

oh...must sidetrack again.. actually our dinner was suppose to be at China Jump.. but the waitress is so so so damn damn damn rude... we request to change from and outdoor seat to indoor and the ger face immediately change colour.. so we too are angry with her lousy attitude.. we purposely went to the restaurant just next door.. haha... dun offend us man...

Really must thanks tec for sending us all home.. and i finally been to his and franciz house...*yeah* nice house they have... and all the best to tec in china.. i wonder whether he can survive there anot.. cos he dun know chinese.. and he sucks at it.. but he got a beautiful tutor waiting for him in china.. cos even he dun speak he could ask the tutor to be his wife rite... cos perhaps a bit of saliva will help...hahaha....

k.. gtg... i will update again.. cos i am too drunk and sleepy to think of anything else to say..

Ready for CNY...just abit more..

Went for a perm yesterday at FEP. Aiyo... i spend close to 7 hours sitting in the salon( that is very small) just to do the perm and colour. Though, i am late for class and i spend a bomb... i am happy with the way the curls turns out... haha...post-purchase behaviour.. (the red that is use for the wording is the red that i use as highlight for my hair)

Now i got a new hair, just need to wait for the clothes from AE. Am i have not gotten any confirmation email from Vpost that my item has reached. Just called them again this morning. They say that they will call me back.. but i seriously doubt so... thus i am going to call them again.

Sidetrack abit...
yesterday at the salon, there is this gal that is sitting next to me doing the hair.. i just find her so familiar.. dunno at where i have seen her.. so i keep staring at her.. haha.. abit pai seh hor, like i am les like that.

K..gtg. my collegues is calling me liao..
ciao...

tests....

You Are a Bright Star Soul

Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attentionIn fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on youYou need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivialAnd it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energyYou posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to defineA natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles.Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally! Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

spend spend spend....

aiyo.. ever since i am into the forum thingy.. i think this is the worse time of all. have been buying and buyin..
i brought a trilogy rosehip oil, cat's kabuki brush( and i am only back my purchase for the mini brush), murad skincare, derm microdermabrasion cream and clothes from ae. at this rate i am going.. i need to eat wind for the rest of the month. really must control, control, control.

okie something more serious, was reading one of the gals blog about forgetting that special someone.. just wanna tell her that she is not alone, and i know how difficult it can get. it took me 2 years to forget about that person and another 6 months to be able to look him in the eyes and talk to him just like a friend, and dun feel anything for him. During that 2 years, i dun dare to go to MS, till now it is still the last place i wan to set foot on. at the peak of the torture, anywhere i turn to i can see him. me and him joking and sometime i really wonder why my memory is so good at remembering such things and not my school work..nonetheless, he is finally out. morever, he gotten married recently. so happi for him.
so the moral of the story, ger... u can do it one.. cos i manage to..sure can one lar..

back to current time, was doing my PS presentation yesterday. I was shaking man. i could see the paper is literally shaking.. haha.. stupid leh.. present so many times liao still like that. really must work on this aspect.

k...gtg, time to bath and rush my IM presentation for monday.. and i am still anxiously waiting for my vpost invoice to be send to me tomolo. and i will be able to say harlow to my clothes on wed/thurs...now the only thing is to pray that the size is correct..

love,
dazednconfused

finally done with the list, quite fun..

i am late again for my facial so i gotto ran....

bye....

Got this from Cato's blog...

RELATIONSHIPS
Are you straight/bisexual/gay: Straight but I do like looking at gals..
Who are your best friends: Carol,Ted,Will,Felicia, Johnathan(mentions cos he is reading,haha)..
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Yes...
How many exes do you have: 1..perhaps 2...or even none..
What is your longest relationship: the current one lor...4 years liao.
What was your shortest relationship: one week

SPECIFICS
What are you listening to right now: FM 93.3 if not is smoothjazz.com but my pc cannot cope witg the many activities i am doing...
Who is the last person that called you: BF
Where do you want to get married: Any place in Europe
How many buddies are online right now: 6 (johnathan is online as well)
What would you change about yourself: everything...

FAVORITES
Colors: pink,black,blue....actually hor, depend on my mood leh..
Foods: depend on my mood lor...
Girl’s names: can i say natalie?hehe...
Guys names: chinese one have lar..english one..no leh..
Subjects in school: currently, all marketing subjects
Animals: dog??i not so into animals leh..

HAVE I EVER...
Given anyone a bath: yes...but i am not telling
Bungee jumped: no...don't have the courage
Made yourself throw up: when i am sick..
Skinny-dipped: nope....
Been in love: yes...
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: should have lar..but i cannot remember leh
Cried when someone died: everytime
Lied: haha....good question... if can find someone that NEVER lie.. i wan to know him/her
Fallen for one of your best friends: actually yes.... ri jiu sheng qin...
Been rejected: yes??no??
Rejected someone: yes.... only 1 poor fellow...haha..this one long story
Used someone: ask will he will know man...
Done something you regret: everything...

RIGHT NOW
Music: wilbur pan... singing on the radio
Annoyance: nothing...
Smell: nothing leh..
Desktop picture: i dun put picture on desktop...unless the peko doll count
CD in player: Chemistry
DVD in player: just took out.. was Farenhait 911

THE LAST PERSON
You touched: Bro...kicking his butt, haha
Hugged: BF
You yelled at: nope...still early why yell leh...
You kissed: BF

ARE YOU
Understanding: sometimes
Open-minded: most of the times
Arrogant: a small portion of the time
Insecure: sometimes
Random: everytime?
Hungry: nope...just woke up
Smart: haha..i wish is everytime..but really no leh...only sometimes
Moody: sometimes
Hard working: haha....small small portion of the time
Organized: everytime...but never executed the plan
Healthy: dunno..
Shy: haha.... this one difficult...depend lor..
Difficult: small portion of the time
Attractive: small portion of the time
Bored easily: every other 3 mins..(from chinese)
Obsessed: ???
Angry: not now... will be soon
Sad: yah...my ever-popping pimples on my face
Happy: everytime
Hyper: when i have 1-2 hours of sleep
Trusting: i am...

WHO DO I WANT TO…
Kill: no one in mind....
Punch: no one also leh
Get really wasted with: MIS usual crowd(mark, doris,ah hong,ah ping, ah lian,etc.),SP usual crowd(will,dm,ron+eve),BF... all these ppl darn good at talking rubbish
Get high with: everyone...
Talk to offline: BF
Talk to online: anyone on my IM lor..
Sex it up with: dun have leh..

RANDOMS
In the morning I: brush my teeth
All you need is: ideas and money
Love is: being with the person you love
I dream about: alot leh...all the funni funni things
Sexual preference: i explore liao then update...haha
What do you notice first in the person you're into: the face

WHATS BETTER
Big or Long: depends on situation
Flowers or Candy: neither...
Tall or Short: Tall

WHO
Makes you laugh the most: mom
Makes you smile: bf,mom
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: nil
Can you tell your deepest darkest secret to & not worry about what they'll say or how they'll judge you: will,carol
Do you get in the most trouble with: carol?

DO YOU EVER
Sit on the Internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you: yes
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: when i suffering from menstrual cramp%@&^
Wish you were younger: everytime...younger seem fun-ner
Cry because someone said something to you: yes

NUMBERS Of
times I have had my heart broken: loss count liao...
Of hearts I have broken: 1???
Of guys I've kissed: 2?3?
Of girls I've kissed: 2?

Argh...hate exams...

Currently on a brain died situation...but frankly haven been thinking for the past 3 hours. i was happily dressing up my auction booth..Really dunno 'si' how to write man..

I am still struck with the stupid CB paper. 1000 words per questions and I really dunno how to bullshit anymore.. Nm, i will get through this with my crappy bullshit..haha..*wink*

Something that I must share. I just brought my first(actually is 3 if nothing is cancelled) from AE. Yeah!!! (haha.. all the supposingly doing my exam rite...SO dun scold me k) Actually lemming for more stuff on the site just that I dunno the sizing like so have to buy a few to try out the sizes first.. really hope its fit..*crossing my finger*

Times realli flies leh.. in another month time I will be in another country updating my blog. Hopefully time will be slower there so that I can enjoy the life of my time.

okie... me gtg liao...
Jya ne...