since the day i decided to leave for Australia. When i am first here, i tot i have realise that i still love u but as the days goes by, i am not sure about it now. I am losing my faith... I always know that you are not the one that i wanted but the good qualities that u have is something that all gals when appreciate. I know that I am not the on that you wanted but u tolerated me. Even friends have realise that i am having problem with you.. and these are people that barely know me for more than 2 months. They could sense it, what about you? Are the 2 of us avoiding the problem when what we should be doing is confronting it. I really dun know the answer. So much things happen these few days that make me think... whenever i am talking to heng, i feel like i am him and you are his gf. He make me reflect on myself. I am gathering all my courage to tell you about the truth.. to discuss about where can we go from here. I so hope that you will know and ask me about it. But then again, even if you ask, i might lost the courage to tell you the truth. Maybe, I am just being difficult.. i simply dun know.. I will still be searching for the answer.. meanwhile all i can do it pray that the answer will come to me fast and that it is a good one that i will not regret.
Confusing,
DazednConfused
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