I'll Survived!!

I am back.. finally recovered from a series of things that happened in my life..And i am really happy to be able to know all of you guys.. Though the weekend that have just passed is the worst one in my life.. it is also one of the best week that i have for the time i have been in Oz.

Last wednesday, Kit came over to celebrate his birthday.. so we finally get to meet most of uncle friends and all of us hit it right off.. so we decided to go clubbing together on sat as we will be renting a car for the weekend. So here we are all hype up about going out clubbing..(a bit extreme i know but we are all trying out the clothings and thinking of what to wear...gals *rolling eyes*) Everything went fine or i would say high...till we realised that our car's window was smashed.. darn... luckily no one was hurted except (who else) our wallet. As of SOP, we went to the nearest police station to report about the incident.. and the damn police man.. seems to be having an interview.. okie fine.. after the 'interview' that policeman dun even bother to go and take a look.. or a glance.. or a peek.. no... not at all!! This kind of policeman i am capable to be one as well...*chey*

As everything happened so damn fast.. we were all like walking zombie on Sunday.. so on Sunday nite.. we decided the best thing to do.. is to go out.. As we got no place to go.. we went over to Kit's place...And the rest is history... All i know is i become a better person and that i have 4 more friends.. Thanks goodness for them.. Esp. Sean.. for the bed, the short, the cleaning job and talking to me.. Thanks so much..

Fast forward to today... i am supposed to be out and about in the city.. but something just doesn't goes rite.. i decided to talk a walk around KV. Din walk far till i decided settle myself at the stadium.. staring at it.. all the past images came back.. wat we did that nite.. yesterday.. and my life... I came to a conclusion.. I will enjoy these 2 months that i have left with these friends of mine.. I know that after i went back to singapore, we will definitely drift apart... so... lets just enjoy the time i have here.. another thing.. i was thinking that i dun wanna work.. on second thought if all of us are going i will... depends..

Something i must say is that I LOVE ALL OF U GUYS( Eason, Huiwen, Libby, Sean, Kit and the KV gang..)

Back in Action,
DazednConfused

Bored

I have finished my part of the Tourism Project but there is still some editing left undone.. Anyway, I will have to wait till Amy(my group mate) send me her part then i can start my work on the whole project. So hopefully she will send it to my by tonight.. then i can work on the compliation and then the whole thing will be done on wednesday.. how good can that get rite..

was having dinner today with our usual gang.. but got a VIP.. so because of VIP every one is so nervous till eason cut his finger.. and we all got jitters before VIP came.. we even clean the table so that everything look prime and proper.. just to keep VIP comfortable and not faint from the sight of it..But everything was good.. And I can see that VIP really cares for X.. so much so that why there isn't someone that likes like VIP happens to me.. *full of envy*

Have just watched The Wedding Date with Aseel( my flatmate) in her rooms with chips(i know that is so unhealthy esp. after i had a dinner that is sooo super full). The movie is nice and entertaining. I will find one day and take photos with all my flatmates cos i will miss them(except one cos she doesn't make a difference) when i am back in Singapore...

How i wish i could stay here for another year, but even if i could, i won't be in Perth, I will have to shift to Sydney as the course that i wanted to take it there. So whether I will be in Australia anot will not make a difference.

Definitely going to miss u gals and guys...

Abit on the emotional side,
DazednConfused

FInally..

Agrh.. i have typed my entry and it vanish in thin air.. and i got to retype it again.

I simply like the feeling of having ideas just sprout out of nowhere at the strangest time. Now i have the complete idea of how to write my Tourism report which i have been dwelling on for the past week. So, i am really happy that i gotten the idea and that i will be able to finish it by tonight. The downside, no sleep for me tonight. haha

Another thing to rejoice about it that i am now officially with CBS plus mgmt team. I will begin my duties next week so i will be in the uni for 4 hours more and that makes my contact hours a week to be 10 haha... Was having an interview with Liz from CBS plus today, and she mention about a BCG Strategy competition that we will be hosting. I hope that i could be in the group that organises it cause it will look good on my resume and that i have the experiences of doing some events mgmt. Which is one of my interest as well.

Just came back shopping with my KV butt-ies.. haha... from the city. but since i have spent too much this week i only got the pleasure to see them going on their shopping spree.. *sob* but wat to do.. most of my nessecities supplies have been depeleted so i started buying my shampoo, conditioner, moisturiser, body scrub, curl definer and facial scrub. Why i need so many products is still a mystery that i dun wish to explore. haha

Time to do my budget again,
DazednConfused

My goodness!!!

What have i done... now everyone tot that i am a drunkard.. which i am not.. so please stop asking me not to drink. I can swear that i really din drink too much..

Anyway, the happy thing today is i went shopping.. and bought some shirts for my brother and bf.. they are so nice.. the moment i am back i ask some one to model it for me. And i think that bro and Bf are both M size. I need to get somemore of the tops now cos everywhere is having sale due to the changing of season and the summer clothings are dirt cheap now. Oh.. did i mention that the shirt that i bought are only $10 each.. cheap rite...

Also went and try out a new purfume... DKNY delicious(i think so) and it smells like apple.. so darn nice... think will buy it at duty free at the airport.

Think i will only do my laundry on monday cause accordin to the weather forcast it will be a bright sunny day.. so my clothes will dry and smell nice...*yummy*

Back to my Branding with Icons...

Absolutely Sober,
DazednConfused

Been thinking

since the day i decided to leave for Australia. When i am first here, i tot i have realise that i still love u but as the days goes by, i am not sure about it now. I am losing my faith... I always know that you are not the one that i wanted but the good qualities that u have is something that all gals when appreciate. I know that I am not the on that you wanted but u tolerated me. Even friends have realise that i am having problem with you.. and these are people that barely know me for more than 2 months. They could sense it, what about you? Are the 2 of us avoiding the problem when what we should be doing is confronting it. I really dun know the answer. So much things happen these few days that make me think... whenever i am talking to heng, i feel like i am him and you are his gf. He make me reflect on myself. I am gathering all my courage to tell you about the truth.. to discuss about where can we go from here. I so hope that you will know and ask me about it. But then again, even if you ask, i might lost the courage to tell you the truth. Maybe, I am just being difficult.. i simply dun know.. I will still be searching for the answer.. meanwhile all i can do it pray that the answer will come to me fast and that it is a good one that i will not regret.

Confusing,
DazednConfused

Its been a while..

since i last posted and i got so much to say..

First, I met this 3 people and we are having so much fun together. We really clicked and in everyway. So now, we are the 4 siao siao gang.. haha..
I have been living the Aussie life here.. so i can say that i am perfectly fitted into this environment. Esp the part on drinking. Before the week break I have been drinking on Wed(student nite) and Fri(Northbridge) and having so much fun with who else, the usual 4.

Been on a trip to Margaret River just over the Easter Break. A good trip i would say cause it makes people who are my friends clearer as friends and those not not. 10 of us went on this trip. Thats make it 2 cars. My cars include the standard 4 and 1 other gal. Before even beginning the trip, the gal have been telling my guy friend that she doesn't want to be in the same car with us cause we will speak chinese and that she doesn't understand(cos she is from Korea). So this guy friend, who is a super duper good guy, tell us to use English in the car. And WE DID. But what did we get in return for doing this favour. A complaint that we DID NOT speak English. Okie fine. So after that we decided that begin nice does not reap good return, so we ignore the gal and speak chinese. Then there is another gal, she is even worse. Throughout the whole journey, her face is as black as charcoal. Frankly, it does not bother me at all but I just dun understand why she cannot be happier esp. when she is on a trip with her bf. *wondering* Now comes the main point, I REALLY PITY THE BF. The gal just treat him like a maid. He is supposed to carry everything for her and then have to treat her like a Queen. My goddness, i think only that guy can take it.

Side track abit, I did a very nasty thing that nite when they quarrel over at Margaret River. I went and whisper to the guy's ear and tell him," I hope by the end of this trip u will say bye bye to her." haha.. and the main thing is that she is nearby and i dun think i really whisper. Who cares..she sucks..

Okie.. but to the trip.. the happy part.
We brought a carton (thats 24 bottles of beer) over at MR and finish it in 2 days. We also brought a case of wine(thats 12 bottles) from Ryan's family winery. And i got to say that the wine is dirt cheap here. My goddness...

Oh... a bit of scandal here. Before the trip, heng, my flatmate have been mentioning that there is this gal, lilly, that is cute. And one nite(during the trip), they have some soul exchange and he fallen for her even more. But one thing i got to tell heng is that, love is a game for 2 not 3 nor 4. So, settle the current issue you have on hand before moving on to her. This is just so unfair to your gf and to lilly. Lilly does not have to bear the responsibilities and the blame of being a third party in the relationship when you are the one that sway.

Will post up some pics of the trip soon...
And.. it is soooo bloody cold today.. I think autumn is coming.. happy and sad cause i know i got to go back to face my problem soon.

Fond memories,
DazednConfused