Sunday, November 07, 2004

it has been a long time....

since i last blog.. not in the mood recently to blog.. think there is too many things going on and i am confused. really hated myself when i am going through my all time low, it really sucks. from october till now it has been a few weeks and many things had happened.

some of the more rejoice moments is when i had finally cleared all my reports...YEAH!! but the thing is that each report get crappier. So, it is not difficult to guess that my sales management is the crappiest. But the topic wasn't the best to boot.. and i have since realise that the whole module is crap, even the textbook is not helpful. But then again, the text is from the so-call authority of sales management okie... a highly recommended text. other rejoice moment is i got myself this pair of shoes from JB when i was there the last mon. went with SO with the initial plan to just 'check out' the facialist that Ah ping recommend, but i left the shop with RM400 worth of purchases... but i have since learn that me, being a nice shopper that knows all about post purchase behaviour of a consumer will find a way to make me feel better.. (haha, really full of crap hor...SO has been saying that this is the trait of all business students esp. ppl in marketing that is b.s-ing their way through)

Somethings that i never learnt my lesson or grow up. Excepting things from someone that treat me as nothing will never come true. Both of us are grown up and I should have know better than to allow it to happen again. But I did. Haha, as ironically as it sound. Or as cliche as it can be. Life is really full of joke and I am one big one. Thinking that I mean something. What a big joke, I dun mean a thing and never will. I am just a thing to you. Initially, I hate you. But I have eventually held a conclusion that hating you is a tiring chore to me. And you are not worthy for me to feel tired over. I wish whoever that will be with you good luck because you are the ultimate loser. I have gotten to my sense as I am typing this. I am more well-educated to be bothered by you. B Y E ! !
Come to think of it, why should I ever be bothered by you. You are non-existence anyway!!

Argh!! this exam is killing me... I love my school work and I love what i am studying, Honestly, i am not lying okie...but i HATE exams. Who in the right mind come up with exams, this is the worst torture that anyone can come up with. Brain died as can be but i still need to remember all the definitions for the law that i am studying now.

k...time to get back to my legal stuff, will blog again....

CheERs,
haPpIeR mE

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