This is really a BAD way of ending the year. Everyday, just reading the newspaper about the number of lives that are killed due to this is so saddening... not a very good way of starting the day. It really sucks... It is the talk of the town now but wait think about the people that is there and those that lost their relatives, friends and love one. It really hurts doesn't it.
But for me, is one sentence that really make me so darn angry... and it is in the newspaper say by some officials that i think(if my memory doesn't fail me) is from Indonesia. When ask about why they does not have a warning system in place when the country is under the threat of earthquake...and that BLOODY INHUMANE IDOIT says that they DOES NOT HAVE THE MONEY to do it... How lame can this get? Are you trying to tell me that YOUR CITIZENS is NOT WORTH the money? That their lives is not the least worthy of the country trying to set aside some money to save their lives.. are they really that worthless? I am so PISSED by this. Just a SUPER lame excuse saying that you have no money, look how many innocent lives this natural disaster had cost. The aftermath of this disaster will cost most of your bloody money then anything else. The rebuilding of the places that is ruin by the tsunamis. And the number of kids that is killed or made orphan. Go figure!!
Anway, for any souls that actually read through all my grumbling, just would like to spread that donation to the Singapore Red Cross for victims of the tidal wave can make their donations at any AXS machine islandwide. I have just donated.
Also, this is a link from the Red Cross for anyone that has relatives or friends that is in the area to find them.
http://www.familylinks.icrc.org/
Oh...the best part of this whole thing.. they are going to install a warning system now, after the disaster. Why it always takes an incident to prompt something to be done?
Sad mood,
Dazenconfused as ever
Thursday, December 30, 2004
Sunday, December 26, 2004
fuckbuddies
forums always prompt me to start thinking about alot of thing. the latest one is on a post about fuckbuddies. to cut the story short is about this ger and her fuckbuddy, but the ger fall for her buddy and wish to bring things to the next level.
i have been thinking about this thing...
sometimes even when we know that it is wrong we still continue harbouring the thought that everything will be okie. for all the post that i said that i want to get this idoit of out my life.. finally he is out and i am so surprise how easy it can be... perhaps the thread on the fuckbuddies had helped me to think straight....
i won't regret it as i know i am doing the right thing....too many players in a game is no good especially when the rules state that it is a 2 players games only...
now smarter,
dazednconfused
i have been thinking about this thing...
sometimes even when we know that it is wrong we still continue harbouring the thought that everything will be okie. for all the post that i said that i want to get this idoit of out my life.. finally he is out and i am so surprise how easy it can be... perhaps the thread on the fuckbuddies had helped me to think straight....
i won't regret it as i know i am doing the right thing....too many players in a game is no good especially when the rules state that it is a 2 players games only...
now smarter,
dazednconfused
Friday, December 24, 2004
Something to add..
oh!! did i mention that i gotten an distinction for my legal though i hated the memorising part.. and my Dr Dennis Gross TM has arrived from US and i am using is almost everyday and i love it sooooo much..it has overtaken the position of TNS TM.. I think i might just start a spree for the TM as i will be going over to OZ and i am so afraid that I will run out of it.
On top of these, my visa is approved, my flight ticket is book, airport reception is done..what else have i not done for my trip.....*thinking hard* and.... i have tender my resignation... how good can life gets rite...
enjoying the time of my life,
dazednconfused
On top of these, my visa is approved, my flight ticket is book, airport reception is done..what else have i not done for my trip.....*thinking hard* and.... i have tender my resignation... how good can life gets rite...
enjoying the time of my life,
dazednconfused
Happy Xmas Eve to all!!!
But i gotto work on Xmas eve and Xmas day...so sad hor...but the revenge is that after this week i will not be working till next year...Yipee...
Since the last blog, i have been to the makeover and as expected, I spent a bomb on the products. Aiya..gals are always gals... hehe.. nevertheless, i am contented with my purchase. As what my lecturer in Consumer Behaviour always say... impluse buying are the best type of sale as the consumer will never regret.. how true can that be.
Recently, have cultivated a habit of reading others blog. Was following this blog by a gal from FP about her friend's story. I was shocked and is really angry.. Not at the gal but at the guy.. who in this world will say that to someone he loved. Obviously, he doesn't love him. He is just one pathetic jerk that have zero self-confident. Using death as a method to retain a relationship does not and will never work and it will just show how much a loser the guy is. I really don't want to believe that this kind of jerk still exist in this world.. Imagine a world without them.. how nice rite. All I can say to the ger is be strong and there is many friends of yours that cares for you. Be good to yourself cause you does not deserve anything less..
Recently, or rather last month(hehe..i think so lar), one of my collegues went to China to visit his dad. From what i heard it that something serious had happened to his dad. So to cut the short story shorter, he have not replied to anyone from the workcentre... I msg him and he had not replied. think he only replied to F... Wonder is he still fine... Anyway.. wish him the best.. and of cos Merry Xmas seems he seems to like Xmas the best out of all the festivals.
Nothing much to say liao... I have been rather sad these few days after reading about the ger. But after getting it out of my chest i feel better.. but there is still something that is bothering me.. but i will not mention it till later.. perhaps i will be able to sort it out myself..
ciao...
Since the last blog, i have been to the makeover and as expected, I spent a bomb on the products. Aiya..gals are always gals... hehe.. nevertheless, i am contented with my purchase. As what my lecturer in Consumer Behaviour always say... impluse buying are the best type of sale as the consumer will never regret.. how true can that be.
Recently, have cultivated a habit of reading others blog. Was following this blog by a gal from FP about her friend's story. I was shocked and is really angry.. Not at the gal but at the guy.. who in this world will say that to someone he loved. Obviously, he doesn't love him. He is just one pathetic jerk that have zero self-confident. Using death as a method to retain a relationship does not and will never work and it will just show how much a loser the guy is. I really don't want to believe that this kind of jerk still exist in this world.. Imagine a world without them.. how nice rite. All I can say to the ger is be strong and there is many friends of yours that cares for you. Be good to yourself cause you does not deserve anything less..
Recently, or rather last month(hehe..i think so lar), one of my collegues went to China to visit his dad. From what i heard it that something serious had happened to his dad. So to cut the short story shorter, he have not replied to anyone from the workcentre... I msg him and he had not replied. think he only replied to F... Wonder is he still fine... Anyway.. wish him the best.. and of cos Merry Xmas seems he seems to like Xmas the best out of all the festivals.
Nothing much to say liao... I have been rather sad these few days after reading about the ger. But after getting it out of my chest i feel better.. but there is still something that is bothering me.. but i will not mention it till later.. perhaps i will be able to sort it out myself..
ciao...
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
I am using my new LAPPY to blog...Yipeee!!!
Have been a while since i last blog. The last i blog i mentioned that i bought a new lappy. And finally it is here...after the super long wait....(i think i am just like a kid waiting for its new toy) Anyway, i am very please with this lappy. Not just the price it is also that i did not make a wrong choice by going for a 15inch lappy. That would be too darn big for me... I dun really like the idea of carrying something too heavy and running around. Haha.... aiyo.... just another excuse for the lazy me lar.. wat to do... natalie leh...hehe
Anyway... tink i am running in all time memory low.. i keep on asking xu hong about anna in IM class... think xuhong is so darn pissed off by me.. and i also did something dumbo today... cos i happily ask derrick why he never took Pro selling when he is in the Sales and Mgmt Major... haha... idea rite... when just last week they were asking me to be part of their team... super low in ram rite...
think i need to get a ram for myself and not for my lappy cos the lappy still can function properly...but i CAN'T....
I am overloading this sem so that means that i may not be able to blog as much... anyway.. not one read this blog.. but frankly i am happy that no one read.. i just wan this place to be mine...
A place where i can shout out that fucker that i hated and that bloody guy/gal dun even know that i am shouting foul at him... how good can that get man....
okie.. me gtg and bath now...( that is wat i have been saying for the past 3 hours and i still haven move my arse to the bathroom..) really gtg now... cos if not, i cannot wake up tomolo, SO will defintely scream at me one.... he darn piss when i promise something and broke it..
k.. gtg... tomolo will be a nice day cos i am going for a free makeover with ettusais... but it will be a bad news for my wallet... cos i will be super duper broke... and i still need to buy ram and laptop bag for my lappy....
haha... think i need to drink water till the end of the month liao...
ciao.... shower time....
Anyway... tink i am running in all time memory low.. i keep on asking xu hong about anna in IM class... think xuhong is so darn pissed off by me.. and i also did something dumbo today... cos i happily ask derrick why he never took Pro selling when he is in the Sales and Mgmt Major... haha... idea rite... when just last week they were asking me to be part of their team... super low in ram rite...
think i need to get a ram for myself and not for my lappy cos the lappy still can function properly...but i CAN'T....
I am overloading this sem so that means that i may not be able to blog as much... anyway.. not one read this blog.. but frankly i am happy that no one read.. i just wan this place to be mine...
A place where i can shout out that fucker that i hated and that bloody guy/gal dun even know that i am shouting foul at him... how good can that get man....
okie.. me gtg and bath now...( that is wat i have been saying for the past 3 hours and i still haven move my arse to the bathroom..) really gtg now... cos if not, i cannot wake up tomolo, SO will defintely scream at me one.... he darn piss when i promise something and broke it..
k.. gtg... tomolo will be a nice day cos i am going for a free makeover with ettusais... but it will be a bad news for my wallet... cos i will be super duper broke... and i still need to buy ram and laptop bag for my lappy....
haha... think i need to drink water till the end of the month liao...
ciao.... shower time....
Saturday, December 04, 2004
Major Shopping Spree
Spend quite a lot at Sitex though i only bought 2 items... on top of that i also spend quite a bit on cosmetics...
i bought the P&J blotters that i am lemming for. But the one I got is not the Xmas LE one but just the normal one. so sad.. now i am lemming for the pressed powder LE colour. but saw from forum that it is OOS.. also bought this Xmas trio lipgaze from Stila for myself and my gf as her b-day present. I am so interested in the Media Darling in Savvy, but i dun think i will be using it as i does not put on full makeup(also is because i does not know how...haha)
Bought the highly rave Revlon LL lip gloss and the skin highlighter that is from Revlon as well. Tried it on yesterday, and my face look dewy even without me applying concealer. However, it seems to oxidises on me later in the day.. have to figure a way out for this.
At sitex, i finally bought my laptop.... Bought a Dell 700m...though i does not really like the brand, but the price of this notebook is highly attractive and notable. and i muz admit that the notebook also look nice... it is white and not like the rest of the Dell Inspiron that is in Black casing..but the signature plastic casing of Dell remains... okie lar..for the price, i can bear with it one....
Also bought a digital camera, Canon A95 from MS photo not Sitex as it is cheaper outside after comparing the prices and the attached freebies. was actually deciding between this and Nikon Coolpix 5200, the latter have an all metal casing and is slim.. However, i still choose the Canon ultimately because if i decided to make digi photography a hobby later on..i could with the Canon one as it does have certain manual functions to play around with..Bought a 512md CF for the camera at $57 only at Sitex...
so...wats next on my lemming list now...*thinking hard*
haha...think cannot buy liao.. cos over spend so much this month... muz tone down my lemming profile for the time being..but not until i gotten my Dr Dennis Gross TM... haha...think i just never be able to control this lemming of mine....
jye na...
*hiding in the jungle*
i bought the P&J blotters that i am lemming for. But the one I got is not the Xmas LE one but just the normal one. so sad.. now i am lemming for the pressed powder LE colour. but saw from forum that it is OOS.. also bought this Xmas trio lipgaze from Stila for myself and my gf as her b-day present. I am so interested in the Media Darling in Savvy, but i dun think i will be using it as i does not put on full makeup(also is because i does not know how...haha)
Bought the highly rave Revlon LL lip gloss and the skin highlighter that is from Revlon as well. Tried it on yesterday, and my face look dewy even without me applying concealer. However, it seems to oxidises on me later in the day.. have to figure a way out for this.
At sitex, i finally bought my laptop.... Bought a Dell 700m...though i does not really like the brand, but the price of this notebook is highly attractive and notable. and i muz admit that the notebook also look nice... it is white and not like the rest of the Dell Inspiron that is in Black casing..but the signature plastic casing of Dell remains... okie lar..for the price, i can bear with it one....
Also bought a digital camera, Canon A95 from MS photo not Sitex as it is cheaper outside after comparing the prices and the attached freebies. was actually deciding between this and Nikon Coolpix 5200, the latter have an all metal casing and is slim.. However, i still choose the Canon ultimately because if i decided to make digi photography a hobby later on..i could with the Canon one as it does have certain manual functions to play around with..Bought a 512md CF for the camera at $57 only at Sitex...
so...wats next on my lemming list now...*thinking hard*
haha...think cannot buy liao.. cos over spend so much this month... muz tone down my lemming profile for the time being..but not until i gotten my Dr Dennis Gross TM... haha...think i just never be able to control this lemming of mine....
jye na...
*hiding in the jungle*
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
ExAms oVer!!!
Yeah!!! Exam Finally over liao....( actually hor, it has been over for a week liao lor) I am the FIRST in my gang to finish with the exam... Ah ping and guys completed their STM310 yesterday. Life has been very boring after i am done with my exam... this is the time when i can't wait for school to start again... (haha....just so that i can talk to my khaki again)
k...gtg
ciao...
k...gtg
ciao...
Saturday, November 13, 2004
ShoPpIng HauL
I know, i know, i am suppose to be having exam and i still went on a shopping spree. I am a happy gal. I brought something from ettusai and tns.
This is wat i brought today:
1. Day protect powder
2. Two concealer, one for acne and the other for the open pores... SA tested it on my face and sooooo smooth....I simply love it... my style, light and proper
3. A blusher in pink, cos i look pale without it
And from TNS,
4. Tinted moisturer
5. Body whip...I like the texture as it blend rite in...yeah..
My next lemming now will be KP's concealer for dark eye rings, P&J Blotter, Stila's Lipgaze in Grapefruit and hopefully an eyeshadow from I also dun know who(hahaha)...
Jya ne...time for study....
~~@ I am a HAPPY gal @~~
This is wat i brought today:
1. Day protect powder
2. Two concealer, one for acne and the other for the open pores... SA tested it on my face and sooooo smooth....I simply love it... my style, light and proper
3. A blusher in pink, cos i look pale without it
And from TNS,
4. Tinted moisturer
5. Body whip...I like the texture as it blend rite in...yeah..
My next lemming now will be KP's concealer for dark eye rings, P&J Blotter, Stila's Lipgaze in Grapefruit and hopefully an eyeshadow from I also dun know who(hahaha)...
Jya ne...time for study....
~~@ I am a HAPPY gal @~~
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Sunday, November 07, 2004
it has been a long time....
since i last blog.. not in the mood recently to blog.. think there is too many things going on and i am confused. really hated myself when i am going through my all time low, it really sucks. from october till now it has been a few weeks and many things had happened.
some of the more rejoice moments is when i had finally cleared all my reports...YEAH!! but the thing is that each report get crappier. So, it is not difficult to guess that my sales management is the crappiest. But the topic wasn't the best to boot.. and i have since realise that the whole module is crap, even the textbook is not helpful. But then again, the text is from the so-call authority of sales management okie... a highly recommended text. other rejoice moment is i got myself this pair of shoes from JB when i was there the last mon. went with SO with the initial plan to just 'check out' the facialist that Ah ping recommend, but i left the shop with RM400 worth of purchases... but i have since learn that me, being a nice shopper that knows all about post purchase behaviour of a consumer will find a way to make me feel better.. (haha, really full of crap hor...SO has been saying that this is the trait of all business students esp. ppl in marketing that is b.s-ing their way through)
Somethings that i never learnt my lesson or grow up. Excepting things from someone that treat me as nothing will never come true. Both of us are grown up and I should have know better than to allow it to happen again. But I did. Haha, as ironically as it sound. Or as cliche as it can be. Life is really full of joke and I am one big one. Thinking that I mean something. What a big joke, I dun mean a thing and never will. I am just a thing to you. Initially, I hate you. But I have eventually held a conclusion that hating you is a tiring chore to me. And you are not worthy for me to feel tired over. I wish whoever that will be with you good luck because you are the ultimate loser. I have gotten to my sense as I am typing this. I am more well-educated to be bothered by you. B Y E ! !
Come to think of it, why should I ever be bothered by you. You are non-existence anyway!!
Argh!! this exam is killing me... I love my school work and I love what i am studying, Honestly, i am not lying okie...but i HATE exams. Who in the right mind come up with exams, this is the worst torture that anyone can come up with. Brain died as can be but i still need to remember all the definitions for the law that i am studying now.
k...time to get back to my legal stuff, will blog again....
CheERs,
haPpIeR mE
some of the more rejoice moments is when i had finally cleared all my reports...YEAH!! but the thing is that each report get crappier. So, it is not difficult to guess that my sales management is the crappiest. But the topic wasn't the best to boot.. and i have since realise that the whole module is crap, even the textbook is not helpful. But then again, the text is from the so-call authority of sales management okie... a highly recommended text. other rejoice moment is i got myself this pair of shoes from JB when i was there the last mon. went with SO with the initial plan to just 'check out' the facialist that Ah ping recommend, but i left the shop with RM400 worth of purchases... but i have since learn that me, being a nice shopper that knows all about post purchase behaviour of a consumer will find a way to make me feel better.. (haha, really full of crap hor...SO has been saying that this is the trait of all business students esp. ppl in marketing that is b.s-ing their way through)
Somethings that i never learnt my lesson or grow up. Excepting things from someone that treat me as nothing will never come true. Both of us are grown up and I should have know better than to allow it to happen again. But I did. Haha, as ironically as it sound. Or as cliche as it can be. Life is really full of joke and I am one big one. Thinking that I mean something. What a big joke, I dun mean a thing and never will. I am just a thing to you. Initially, I hate you. But I have eventually held a conclusion that hating you is a tiring chore to me. And you are not worthy for me to feel tired over. I wish whoever that will be with you good luck because you are the ultimate loser. I have gotten to my sense as I am typing this. I am more well-educated to be bothered by you. B Y E ! !
Come to think of it, why should I ever be bothered by you. You are non-existence anyway!!
Argh!! this exam is killing me... I love my school work and I love what i am studying, Honestly, i am not lying okie...but i HATE exams. Who in the right mind come up with exams, this is the worst torture that anyone can come up with. Brain died as can be but i still need to remember all the definitions for the law that i am studying now.
k...time to get back to my legal stuff, will blog again....
CheERs,
haPpIeR mE
Thursday, October 21, 2004
FiRst ImpRessiOn..
was talking to kel the other day about first impression... so here is goes...
My FiRst ImpRessIon oF:
CinDy aka Ah Ping: Tis gal very pretty and sweet looking.. but after u get to know her.. she also abit siao siao like me..haha
RhOndA aka Ah LiAn: Another pretty lass... must be a chiongster..
SatiaH: Not a tyPical indian lasS.. another chiongster
MK: a typical sales person.... After i get to know him he is a nice guy but now he is my 'hao jie mei'
Jason aka Lao Da: a typical sales manager... Nice guy.. and thanks for all the trip home..hehe
Anna: Very vocal person and i got this feeling that she is a bit bitchy... after i get to know her, she is still as vocal but not that bitchy and she is just like a big sister to me...a very nice gal to talk to.
Kwee Choo: Very objective...
Xu hong: this is the funny one... me first tot he is interested in Ah ping cause super friendly to her leh.. then i realise that he is actually the friend of Ah ping's bf.. haha....
Mark Yeo: he look like a nerd...like those mama's boy.... but after u get to know him... one hell of a chiongster and alcholic..
Mark Koh: look like a good boy also.. but i am really surprise that we can really talk leh.. haha.. will never forgot the time we were talking at Harbour front with Doris tang..haha
Darryl aka Doris Tang: Look a bit like cannot study one.. but pls lor...ppl distinctions student leh...
Kenneth: Super Zai one..
Kel: only one word to describe....LOUD
DK: i tot this fake angmo come from where leh... the accent is so american... *WTF* anyway got to know him and i know that that's the way he is. Something i must admit is that we really have communication breakdown at times leh... *wink*
Dennis: Jap freak... but i must thanks him for his help esp on Jap related stuff...thanks Dude
k.... this is all i can remember.. i will con't some other time... me now freezing... time to grab my jacket....
Jya ne...
My FiRst ImpRessIon oF:
CinDy aka Ah Ping: Tis gal very pretty and sweet looking.. but after u get to know her.. she also abit siao siao like me..haha
RhOndA aka Ah LiAn: Another pretty lass... must be a chiongster..
SatiaH: Not a tyPical indian lasS.. another chiongster
MK: a typical sales person.... After i get to know him he is a nice guy but now he is my 'hao jie mei'
Jason aka Lao Da: a typical sales manager... Nice guy.. and thanks for all the trip home..hehe
Anna: Very vocal person and i got this feeling that she is a bit bitchy... after i get to know her, she is still as vocal but not that bitchy and she is just like a big sister to me...a very nice gal to talk to.
Kwee Choo: Very objective...
Xu hong: this is the funny one... me first tot he is interested in Ah ping cause super friendly to her leh.. then i realise that he is actually the friend of Ah ping's bf.. haha....
Mark Yeo: he look like a nerd...like those mama's boy.... but after u get to know him... one hell of a chiongster and alcholic..
Mark Koh: look like a good boy also.. but i am really surprise that we can really talk leh.. haha.. will never forgot the time we were talking at Harbour front with Doris tang..haha
Darryl aka Doris Tang: Look a bit like cannot study one.. but pls lor...ppl distinctions student leh...
Kenneth: Super Zai one..
Kel: only one word to describe....LOUD
DK: i tot this fake angmo come from where leh... the accent is so american... *WTF* anyway got to know him and i know that that's the way he is. Something i must admit is that we really have communication breakdown at times leh... *wink*
Dennis: Jap freak... but i must thanks him for his help esp on Jap related stuff...thanks Dude
k.... this is all i can remember.. i will con't some other time... me now freezing... time to grab my jacket....
Jya ne...
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
OMG!! I got 3 friends getting married
haha.. my title like a bit extreme.. but really leh.. i never tot that i will be attending wedding dinner of my classmates till i am like 25 years old... but just recieve a mail tat muileng send it out to view her wedding photo.. she really look very pretty leh...but got one question.. how come the face all the same angle one? but who cares lar.. look pretty pretty is all that matter rite.. hehe..
the other gal friend of mine getting married is CY.. I am so happy to see her get married leh... though i only know her since last year.. i think we really bond.. she taught me alot of things.. and i appreciate it... she has also send me the link for her wedding photos... also look so mei mei one... and i finally got to see her hubby... the guy that we always talk about when me ask her abt r/s... finally got to see the face... must say he is quite and big size... so can take good care of CY liao... really must take care of her leh.. if not.. then u know... but then again.. i think is CY must not bully the hubby leh.. he look so kind.. haha....
me this sat got this wedding dinner.. me dun know should go anot... cos i need to work mah... see how lar...MIM can be consider a super old friend of mine liao... he is our family friend so i got to know him like when i am 10... then he was only 16... but already a school drop out... i am only close to him...(on talking terms) when he come to singapore to work...i think that is the best time in his life.. he has a stable job and a gf.. but after he went back to BP.. i find that he change.. though he still talk to me like he use to.. and things become bad... then worse.. and when he call me some time back that he is getting married...(me knowing him so well that he won;t get married, i think something is amist..) me ask him straight in the face that is it shotgun... haha... come to think of it.. me also a bit too straight forward..(btw, franz also say that i am not straight leh... wat can ask wat cannot ask..i all ask) MIM say that i am correct lor...
to me... this is good lar.. i am hopin and i will pray for him that after he settle down... with a kid, he will be more mature and know wats good and wats not... be a responsible dad and hubby.. i know he can do it.. he just need some motivation along the way... i just hope that they lady he is with now will give him the motivation he wants... and to the lady(though i know u will never get to read tis) he is a man with BIG ego... just give in to him when he is with his friends or in front of anyone... dun scream or shout at him.. no use one.. he is one of those super iron teeth one.. the more u scold the more he purposely do it... talk to him nicely.. he will listen one though he won;t tell u that u are correct.. just let him take his time to absorb the info.. and use his brain...*smile*
jya ne...
the other gal friend of mine getting married is CY.. I am so happy to see her get married leh... though i only know her since last year.. i think we really bond.. she taught me alot of things.. and i appreciate it... she has also send me the link for her wedding photos... also look so mei mei one... and i finally got to see her hubby... the guy that we always talk about when me ask her abt r/s... finally got to see the face... must say he is quite and big size... so can take good care of CY liao... really must take care of her leh.. if not.. then u know... but then again.. i think is CY must not bully the hubby leh.. he look so kind.. haha....
me this sat got this wedding dinner.. me dun know should go anot... cos i need to work mah... see how lar...MIM can be consider a super old friend of mine liao... he is our family friend so i got to know him like when i am 10... then he was only 16... but already a school drop out... i am only close to him...(on talking terms) when he come to singapore to work...i think that is the best time in his life.. he has a stable job and a gf.. but after he went back to BP.. i find that he change.. though he still talk to me like he use to.. and things become bad... then worse.. and when he call me some time back that he is getting married...(me knowing him so well that he won;t get married, i think something is amist..) me ask him straight in the face that is it shotgun... haha... come to think of it.. me also a bit too straight forward..(btw, franz also say that i am not straight leh... wat can ask wat cannot ask..i all ask) MIM say that i am correct lor...
to me... this is good lar.. i am hopin and i will pray for him that after he settle down... with a kid, he will be more mature and know wats good and wats not... be a responsible dad and hubby.. i know he can do it.. he just need some motivation along the way... i just hope that they lady he is with now will give him the motivation he wants... and to the lady(though i know u will never get to read tis) he is a man with BIG ego... just give in to him when he is with his friends or in front of anyone... dun scream or shout at him.. no use one.. he is one of those super iron teeth one.. the more u scold the more he purposely do it... talk to him nicely.. he will listen one though he won;t tell u that u are correct.. just let him take his time to absorb the info.. and use his brain...*smile*
jya ne...
BP....ByE(4 now)
Finally... my BP project is done... handed in yesterday... and i really must say that i have experienced many first in this project...This is the:
First project that till the last day.... NO one is panic... when we meet online Sunday.. we are still chatting..(either me with Dk or Dk with Kel or all of us) super lax.. like the due date is 2 months from now..haha..then on Mon mit in school we still chit chat till 12 noon then start... i think anyone that saw us will think that we super zai... like mit in school to touch up not to do the project.... haha...
First project that instead of trying to occupy more space, i am squeezing the report to almost no spacing so as not to hit the page limit of 30...
First report that I am so bo chap as the end of the project...
And i must say that though initially i am abit piss with them missing the deadline i have set... but i am just happy that everything ended with the working relationship intact... must really thanks DK and Kel for the wonderful efforts they have contributed and tolerating me.. hehe... Thanks to DK for being the editor cos me is in the simply bo chap mode... Kel for the wonderful ideas he always have... for rushing the work as he also had MOS on his hand.... If you guys ever got to read this blog... this is for you two..." thanks you... and dun mind me hor...*wink*
Lastly...(wah seh.. like writting report) all the best to DK IA &Media Planning project and Kel's IM(internet marketing not international mgmt) project... Jia You..
now back to me... i am suppose to do my mgmt today.. but slack the whole day and have not even touch it leh.. how??? i wan to finish this by wed so that i can chiong my SM all the way... must finish my SM man... think i am too slack liao.. like that cannot leh..
another thing that is super sian today is i realise that 2005 on campus fees is AUD$1800 not AUD$1650*argh* v. ex leh..... me now having second tots liao..dunno should i go anot.. AUD$1800 really abit too much leh..... how.. tell me leh... should i should i not.. me have not tell my parents yet.. i scared they sceam man.... then they start to nag.. then me cry.. haha....
ciao...
(thinking about the Oz trip)
First project that till the last day.... NO one is panic... when we meet online Sunday.. we are still chatting..(either me with Dk or Dk with Kel or all of us) super lax.. like the due date is 2 months from now..haha..then on Mon mit in school we still chit chat till 12 noon then start... i think anyone that saw us will think that we super zai... like mit in school to touch up not to do the project.... haha...
First project that instead of trying to occupy more space, i am squeezing the report to almost no spacing so as not to hit the page limit of 30...
First report that I am so bo chap as the end of the project...
And i must say that though initially i am abit piss with them missing the deadline i have set... but i am just happy that everything ended with the working relationship intact... must really thanks DK and Kel for the wonderful efforts they have contributed and tolerating me.. hehe... Thanks to DK for being the editor cos me is in the simply bo chap mode... Kel for the wonderful ideas he always have... for rushing the work as he also had MOS on his hand.... If you guys ever got to read this blog... this is for you two..." thanks you... and dun mind me hor...*wink*
Lastly...(wah seh.. like writting report) all the best to DK IA &Media Planning project and Kel's IM(internet marketing not international mgmt) project... Jia You..
now back to me... i am suppose to do my mgmt today.. but slack the whole day and have not even touch it leh.. how??? i wan to finish this by wed so that i can chiong my SM all the way... must finish my SM man... think i am too slack liao.. like that cannot leh..
another thing that is super sian today is i realise that 2005 on campus fees is AUD$1800 not AUD$1650*argh* v. ex leh..... me now having second tots liao..dunno should i go anot.. AUD$1800 really abit too much leh..... how.. tell me leh... should i should i not.. me have not tell my parents yet.. i scared they sceam man.... then they start to nag.. then me cry.. haha....
ciao...
(thinking about the Oz trip)
Thursday, October 14, 2004
CloUds R cLeaR
finally, after so many days of dragging the progress of the BP projects.. the guys are working again.. but here i am typing at my blog... really seems abit untolerable rite.. hehe... aiya.. now breaking time.. i haven even taken my lunch.. and the guys are smoking...
i am just happy that we are having some progress on the report..
k... gtg grab my lunch cum dinner....
jya ne..
i am just happy that we are having some progress on the report..
k... gtg grab my lunch cum dinner....
jya ne..
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
FiNaLLy SomE thiNg gOOD beFall On Me!!!
haha..... though i miss the chance on my old navy appreals and that i am super tired now.. but i manage to squeeze in an order for the EpidermxTM microdermabrasion pro-treatment sample... hehe... at least got something nice.. can't wait to get my hands on it... was telling this to Fion just now and she told me that she has a friend that use to have a deep scar on the face... after going for microdermabrasion(professionally lar..) the scar disappear... and now the skin...complexion is so nice.... i promise to share my tub or help her get one if there is a spree going on for it... hahah...... Oops... better transfer money to the organiser now...
SuPeR LoUsy DAy...
it started as a happy day.. thinking i will be able to join in a spree and purchase an old navy jeans.. but because i need to come back to work.. and this is the worst pm that i have even done.. i am now so drain.. and this idiot still can come and irritate me... somemore say about my cheeks being rosy lar.... F**king hell.... nothing was right from the moment i realise that i forgot to bring my id and then no keys to my tools box and now have to be at the mercy of others... meaning see others face lar.. cos need to borrow their tools mah... (damn... feel like crying now...) then come here i got to do the STUPID ANS ALL BY MYSELF... which moroon in the wrong mind will schedule some one with that kind of schedule.. and till now i have not taken my lunch.. too damn piss to think about food... and here i am thinking i can go and join in the spree.. and found that it is closed... nothing can be more angry than this lor... i am so irritated today.. i so feel like going home.. to hell with pm... fuck it lor.. anyway i going to quit wat so why should i fucking care about this fucking pm that is wanting my life... and as of now i still have 4 sophis to go... oh.. must be thinking rite.. why dun ask for help from your collegues.. cos they today also not enough ppl and u think i dare to ask when they dun offer meh... then just do myself lor.. since i am here for almost 2 years liao.. i should know how to do.. but i got this feeling that i am going to go on mc for at least 2 days cause my back hurts.. it have been hurting since last week and i really dun know what it wrong with it... maybe is my own injury acting up... maybe is because i am about to die... haha.. how good can that be rite.. but wait i haven take a good look at this world.. why should i die.. the more ppl wan u to be down u should not rite... where has the stubborn me gone to... but then again wat is so good of being stubborn lar... it is not beneficial wat...
oh btw... letting out a big secret here... i know who broke your tool box.. and that person is in your shift lar... haha..... the cluprit must be scolding me now.. can i just say something... u think i fucking care.... i am leaving soon wat.... the most i dun renew my contract lor...
and now i can bury myself in sadness for losing my chance to get my old navy jeans and skirt...*arghhhhhhhhhhh* I AM SO DAMN PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh btw... letting out a big secret here... i know who broke your tool box.. and that person is in your shift lar... haha..... the cluprit must be scolding me now.. can i just say something... u think i fucking care.... i am leaving soon wat.... the most i dun renew my contract lor...
and now i can bury myself in sadness for losing my chance to get my old navy jeans and skirt...*arghhhhhhhhhhh* I AM SO DAMN PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, October 11, 2004
aFtEr starIng thE PC foR the NitE
haiz...it is going to be 6am in the morning.. and i have not done any of my work.. *argh* but then again..who else to blame but me...went out for supper with Xuhong... think he also very bored lar...after that i spent the whole nite looking at Loreal webby, cozycot forums, hardwarezone, Cnet and this SIM LIM SQ price list in front of me..trying to figure out DVD writer to put my money on..(actually not mine lar.. is my cousin in england..^_*)
just gave dearie a wakeup call and now it time for me to go to bed liao...(hehe like take turns hor..)but have to wakeup early... and i mean early early not 3pm in the afternoon hor...need to go shop for a cleanser( think will be getting a loreal..since some cotters tink that it is good) and think might get the Yamano hair pack(again..cos shoppinglifestyle got good reviews) and if got time and the person is free i will go for eyebrow threading.. have not been taking care of it after i went for the xiu mei.. though far far see still got the shape but when u go near...*faint*
k.. think to sleep.. good nite and good morning to all...
*on second tots think i won't go to school tomolo.. i will call and renew my books again.. haha...*
just gave dearie a wakeup call and now it time for me to go to bed liao...(hehe like take turns hor..)but have to wakeup early... and i mean early early not 3pm in the afternoon hor...need to go shop for a cleanser( think will be getting a loreal..since some cotters tink that it is good) and think might get the Yamano hair pack(again..cos shoppinglifestyle got good reviews) and if got time and the person is free i will go for eyebrow threading.. have not been taking care of it after i went for the xiu mei.. though far far see still got the shape but when u go near...*faint*
k.. think to sleep.. good nite and good morning to all...
*on second tots think i won't go to school tomolo.. i will call and renew my books again.. haha...*
Sunday, October 10, 2004
haolian abIt..
hehe.. haolian abit.. those photos that i posted are all taken by my zire 71...clear rite....*smile*
TiReD....
this morning dearie came and fetch me for breakfast... with no idea in mind for places for breakfast... (only know nice places for supper) decided to drop by holland village to try luck.. anyway i never been there so early in the morning... and...(no prize for guessing correctly)... there is nothing there that is open that early for breakfast...*irks* but dearie gotten his 'seven colours flower' at the market.. at least not a fruitless trip... and i got tempted by the loads of magazines there....
after leaving h.v, we saw this market along empress road.. and since we have not idea where to go.... just give it a shot lor.. ( the most is eating something really horrible rite...) heng heng.... the food that is quite nice and also cheap leh... i even ta pau yu tiao for my parents.. nice nice...
something that i am super sorry today is that i miss the cashflow game that i promised Felicia that i will go.... i am so tired that i missed her call( not only hers.. and a few others making my missed calls totalled at 16) *paiseh*
i am still blur blur after waking up at 5pm today... damn... like no matter how u sleep also not enough like that and also... i miss out this good deal that Dil told me... the 250 external dvd writer....*sob* never mind.. i will tahan till sitex and i will start my buying spree...*grin*
and now... back my work.....it suxs... So mAnY tHiNgS to DO bUT cAnNoT FiNiSh..
but i am going to try out something new tomolo if i got the time.. cos i need to go to school tomolo......
after leaving h.v, we saw this market along empress road.. and since we have not idea where to go.... just give it a shot lor.. ( the most is eating something really horrible rite...) heng heng.... the food that is quite nice and also cheap leh... i even ta pau yu tiao for my parents.. nice nice...
something that i am super sorry today is that i miss the cashflow game that i promised Felicia that i will go.... i am so tired that i missed her call( not only hers.. and a few others making my missed calls totalled at 16) *paiseh*
i am still blur blur after waking up at 5pm today... damn... like no matter how u sleep also not enough like that and also... i miss out this good deal that Dil told me... the 250 external dvd writer....*sob* never mind.. i will tahan till sitex and i will start my buying spree...*grin*
and now... back my work.....it suxs... So mAnY tHiNgS to DO bUT cAnNoT FiNiSh..
but i am going to try out something new tomolo if i got the time.. cos i need to go to school tomolo......
AlmOsT TiMe To gO HoMe
It is now 5.30am... i am still in the office and still got an m/c down... but my collegues say they are going to call in the vendor.. meaning..closed shop lor.. hehe.....
think today is the only day for this week i am not feeling asleep cos i clean 3 fixtures.. and i am super awake now... i have just started to stare at my SM take home exam and nothing comes to my mind.. think it stop working liao... how.....*arghhhhhh*
now waiting for time to wake up dearie to come and fetch me.. then we are off for breakfast....
*did some changes on the blog.. maybe that's why i am not in the mood to study...*
think today is the only day for this week i am not feeling asleep cos i clean 3 fixtures.. and i am super awake now... i have just started to stare at my SM take home exam and nothing comes to my mind.. think it stop working liao... how.....*arghhhhhh*
now waiting for time to wake up dearie to come and fetch me.. then we are off for breakfast....
*did some changes on the blog.. maybe that's why i am not in the mood to study...*
Saturday, October 09, 2004
WoRk AgaIn....
after work this morning, i waited for nante to go back home together.. but this guy huh... very the slow lor... first need to go and keep his safety glass lar.. then after that say he need to go to the toilet... wah really CMI so i just leave lor... and it is already 8am.....*argh*
after i reach home... straight away fall asleep... and sleep till 5pm hehe.... and here i am... back at work... but the good thing is... dearie going to fetch me tomolo morning from work.. *yipee* but think sunday will be burnt cos i need to finish my BP, SM take home exam and Mgmt....
think i am back with my favourite line.....
LiFe iS LikE a VaCUuM ClEAnEr.........iT sUXs...
after i reach home... straight away fall asleep... and sleep till 5pm hehe.... and here i am... back at work... but the good thing is... dearie going to fetch me tomolo morning from work.. *yipee* but think sunday will be burnt cos i need to finish my BP, SM take home exam and Mgmt....
think i am back with my favourite line.....
LiFe iS LikE a VaCUuM ClEAnEr.........iT sUXs...
8 Oct 2004
tried to post photo to the blog this afternoon and it works..yipee...after that i ring up cityspeed to check why my account was suspended and realise that i have gave them my debit card as the c.c to use... hehe.... blur blur me.. i cancelled the card but never update them... so now the clouds clear cos dearie still worrying leh...hehe... today a good day personally but not at work... dearie going to get back his car tomolo after the car is in the garage for like 3 weeks... but dearie not feeling well today leh..think he will be better tomolo... as for me... i am finally on schedule for all my reports... i will try to continue today but then again got this machine is down and i think it will take a long time before it will be up..sianz...i have created another blog call eFoRmDaZE just for my collegue.. think after i left here i will find someone to take over the blog.. cannot blog halfway mah... must got starting got ending..
Friday, October 08, 2004
7 Oct 2004
I am back again... hehe..... abit free on the job... still struggling on my school work though..
Just went to watch Mama-Mia on Sunday... very NICE!!! Reccomend all to go... the songs are so catchy... and at the end of the show... most of the audience stand up and dance with the cast.
I thinking of going again but trust me lor... dearie will say i siao one.. and waste money.. watch once can liao got the need to go again meh...
This fews days i also addicted to forum.. found a couple that is informative... share some with here..but they are only for gals... guys too bad lor...
www.flowerpod.org
forums.cozycot.com
www.shoppinglifestyle.com.sg
okie lar.. dun say i really super biased... for guys lor...
www.spug.net
www.hardwarezone.com
just visiting all these forums keep me quite busy.. plus i am looking for notebooks...regardless 2nd hand or not... just need one so that i can bring over to Oz...
oh did i say that i am going over to Oz.. Yes!! i am going... kinda of looking forward to it(even now) but i need to tahan my happiness till feb next year.... but i am sad too cos will have to leave my friends, collegues, family and my dearie...and will be all alone there in Oz....
k.... jya mata...
realli need to go back and complete my take home exam today..if not will be out of schedule AGAIN...!!! GOD helPS!!
Love..........
Just went to watch Mama-Mia on Sunday... very NICE!!! Reccomend all to go... the songs are so catchy... and at the end of the show... most of the audience stand up and dance with the cast.
I thinking of going again but trust me lor... dearie will say i siao one.. and waste money.. watch once can liao got the need to go again meh...
This fews days i also addicted to forum.. found a couple that is informative... share some with here..but they are only for gals... guys too bad lor...
www.flowerpod.org
forums.cozycot.com
www.shoppinglifestyle.com.sg
okie lar.. dun say i really super biased... for guys lor...
www.spug.net
www.hardwarezone.com
just visiting all these forums keep me quite busy.. plus i am looking for notebooks...regardless 2nd hand or not... just need one so that i can bring over to Oz...
oh did i say that i am going over to Oz.. Yes!! i am going... kinda of looking forward to it(even now) but i need to tahan my happiness till feb next year.... but i am sad too cos will have to leave my friends, collegues, family and my dearie...and will be all alone there in Oz....
k.... jya mata...
realli need to go back and complete my take home exam today..if not will be out of schedule AGAIN...!!! GOD helPS!!
Love..........
First blog!!!Yipee
Wow... talk for so long finally got down to get myself a blog account..Yeah!!
Working now and it sucks real time.. i am so bored and i have not been clearing my school work.. and not to say my work in the office is also lagging behind..... sian......
k.. think thats all for now...
ciao...while i counting the time till i can go home to my bed and sleep...... but i still got to work tomolo nite.... wats life is this..
Working now and it sucks real time.. i am so bored and i have not been clearing my school work.. and not to say my work in the office is also lagging behind..... sian......
k.. think thats all for now...
ciao...while i counting the time till i can go home to my bed and sleep...... but i still got to work tomolo nite.... wats life is this..
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