Tsunamis

This is really a BAD way of ending the year. Everyday, just reading the newspaper about the number of lives that are killed due to this is so saddening... not a very good way of starting the day. It really sucks... It is the talk of the town now but wait think about the people that is there and those that lost their relatives, friends and love one. It really hurts doesn't it.

But for me, is one sentence that really make me so darn angry... and it is in the newspaper say by some officials that i think(if my memory doesn't fail me) is from Indonesia. When ask about why they does not have a warning system in place when the country is under the threat of earthquake...and that BLOODY INHUMANE IDOIT says that they DOES NOT HAVE THE MONEY to do it... How lame can this get? Are you trying to tell me that YOUR CITIZENS is NOT WORTH the money? That their lives is not the least worthy of the country trying to set aside some money to save their lives.. are they really that worthless? I am so PISSED by this. Just a SUPER lame excuse saying that you have no money, look how many innocent lives this natural disaster had cost. The aftermath of this disaster will cost most of your bloody money then anything else. The rebuilding of the places that is ruin by the tsunamis. And the number of kids that is killed or made orphan. Go figure!!

Anway, for any souls that actually read through all my grumbling, just would like to spread that donation to the Singapore Red Cross for victims of the tidal wave can make their donations at any AXS machine islandwide. I have just donated.

Also, this is a link from the Red Cross for anyone that has relatives or friends that is in the area to find them.
http://www.familylinks.icrc.org/

Oh...the best part of this whole thing.. they are going to install a warning system now, after the disaster. Why it always takes an incident to prompt something to be done?

Sad mood,
Dazenconfused as ever

fuckbuddies

forums always prompt me to start thinking about alot of thing. the latest one is on a post about fuckbuddies. to cut the story short is about this ger and her fuckbuddy, but the ger fall for her buddy and wish to bring things to the next level.

i have been thinking about this thing...
sometimes even when we know that it is wrong we still continue harbouring the thought that everything will be okie. for all the post that i said that i want to get this idoit of out my life.. finally he is out and i am so surprise how easy it can be... perhaps the thread on the fuckbuddies had helped me to think straight....

i won't regret it as i know i am doing the right thing....too many players in a game is no good especially when the rules state that it is a 2 players games only...

now smarter,
dazednconfused

Something to add..

oh!! did i mention that i gotten an distinction for my legal though i hated the memorising part.. and my Dr Dennis Gross TM has arrived from US and i am using is almost everyday and i love it sooooo much..it has overtaken the position of TNS TM.. I think i might just start a spree for the TM as i will be going over to OZ and i am so afraid that I will run out of it.

On top of these, my visa is approved, my flight ticket is book, airport reception is done..what else have i not done for my trip.....*thinking hard* and.... i have tender my resignation... how good can life gets rite...

enjoying the time of my life,
dazednconfused

Happy Xmas Eve to all!!!

But i gotto work on Xmas eve and Xmas day...so sad hor...but the revenge is that after this week i will not be working till next year...Yipee...

Since the last blog, i have been to the makeover and as expected, I spent a bomb on the products. Aiya..gals are always gals... hehe.. nevertheless, i am contented with my purchase. As what my lecturer in Consumer Behaviour always say... impluse buying are the best type of sale as the consumer will never regret.. how true can that be.

Recently, have cultivated a habit of reading others blog. Was following this blog by a gal from FP about her friend's story. I was shocked and is really angry.. Not at the gal but at the guy.. who in this world will say that to someone he loved. Obviously, he doesn't love him. He is just one pathetic jerk that have zero self-confident. Using death as a method to retain a relationship does not and will never work and it will just show how much a loser the guy is. I really don't want to believe that this kind of jerk still exist in this world.. Imagine a world without them.. how nice rite. All I can say to the ger is be strong and there is many friends of yours that cares for you. Be good to yourself cause you does not deserve anything less..

Recently, or rather last month(hehe..i think so lar), one of my collegues went to China to visit his dad. From what i heard it that something serious had happened to his dad. So to cut the short story shorter, he have not replied to anyone from the workcentre... I msg him and he had not replied. think he only replied to F... Wonder is he still fine... Anyway.. wish him the best.. and of cos Merry Xmas seems he seems to like Xmas the best out of all the festivals.

Nothing much to say liao... I have been rather sad these few days after reading about the ger. But after getting it out of my chest i feel better.. but there is still something that is bothering me.. but i will not mention it till later.. perhaps i will be able to sort it out myself..

ciao...

I am using my new LAPPY to blog...Yipeee!!!

Have been a while since i last blog. The last i blog i mentioned that i bought a new lappy. And finally it is here...after the super long wait....(i think i am just like a kid waiting for its new toy) Anyway, i am very please with this lappy. Not just the price it is also that i did not make a wrong choice by going for a 15inch lappy. That would be too darn big for me... I dun really like the idea of carrying something too heavy and running around. Haha.... aiyo.... just another excuse for the lazy me lar.. wat to do... natalie leh...hehe

Anyway... tink i am running in all time memory low.. i keep on asking xu hong about anna in IM class... think xuhong is so darn pissed off by me.. and i also did something dumbo today... cos i happily ask derrick why he never took Pro selling when he is in the Sales and Mgmt Major... haha... idea rite... when just last week they were asking me to be part of their team... super low in ram rite...
think i need to get a ram for myself and not for my lappy cos the lappy still can function properly...but i CAN'T....

I am overloading this sem so that means that i may not be able to blog as much... anyway.. not one read this blog.. but frankly i am happy that no one read.. i just wan this place to be mine...
A place where i can shout out that fucker that i hated and that bloody guy/gal dun even know that i am shouting foul at him... how good can that get man....

okie.. me gtg and bath now...( that is wat i have been saying for the past 3 hours and i still haven move my arse to the bathroom..) really gtg now... cos if not, i cannot wake up tomolo, SO will defintely scream at me one.... he darn piss when i promise something and broke it..

k.. gtg... tomolo will be a nice day cos i am going for a free makeover with ettusais... but it will be a bad news for my wallet... cos i will be super duper broke... and i still need to buy ram and laptop bag for my lappy....

haha... think i need to drink water till the end of the month liao...

ciao.... shower time....

Major Shopping Spree

Spend quite a lot at Sitex though i only bought 2 items... on top of that i also spend quite a bit on cosmetics...
i bought the P&J blotters that i am lemming for. But the one I got is not the Xmas LE one but just the normal one. so sad.. now i am lemming for the pressed powder LE colour. but saw from forum that it is OOS.. also bought this Xmas trio lipgaze from Stila for myself and my gf as her b-day present. I am so interested in the Media Darling in Savvy, but i dun think i will be using it as i does not put on full makeup(also is because i does not know how...haha)
Bought the highly rave Revlon LL lip gloss and the skin highlighter that is from Revlon as well. Tried it on yesterday, and my face look dewy even without me applying concealer. However, it seems to oxidises on me later in the day.. have to figure a way out for this.

At sitex, i finally bought my laptop.... Bought a Dell 700m...though i does not really like the brand, but the price of this notebook is highly attractive and notable. and i muz admit that the notebook also look nice... it is white and not like the rest of the Dell Inspiron that is in Black casing..but the signature plastic casing of Dell remains... okie lar..for the price, i can bear with it one....
Also bought a digital camera, Canon A95 from MS photo not Sitex as it is cheaper outside after comparing the prices and the attached freebies. was actually deciding between this and Nikon Coolpix 5200, the latter have an all metal casing and is slim.. However, i still choose the Canon ultimately because if i decided to make digi photography a hobby later on..i could with the Canon one as it does have certain manual functions to play around with..Bought a 512md CF for the camera at $57 only at Sitex...

so...wats next on my lemming list now...*thinking hard*
haha...think cannot buy liao.. cos over spend so much this month... muz tone down my lemming profile for the time being..but not until i gotten my Dr Dennis Gross TM... haha...think i just never be able to control this lemming of mine....

jye na...
*hiding in the jungle*